i am 22 someone at my beach house looked at a pic of me on the wall when i was 17 and said they were “shook to their core” that that was me like it was very obvious just because of how i look now that they cant believe that someone who was so thin could be me lmao i am fat i want to kill myself i want to do it i know you can lose weight over time but i would rather commit suicide than be fat in this moment or any moment i want to kill myself i dont want to live i want to commit suicide i dont like how i look i dont like myself or my life i want to die i want to end my shit rn
